Its disappearance of any trace of will or desire. Disappearance of all affects, no emotions at all. My body is virtually paralyzed. I am a shuffling zombie at best. I do not eat or sleep. I am beyond being suicidal, I no longer care .I am an invisible corpse, dead but still breathing. I no longer exist at all. I will lie there until something happens. I know nothing will ever happen. It is always 3:14 pm.

After years of appearing normal while dying inside, idiot the one who said, time heals all , time do nothing, it just make it worse and worse each day

Only thinking “because we are humans” …

The  problem is am 19 years old, i still have 21 years to go, and live with this ,”the rule of 40″, and am too young for this these days .. i really need the wise guy.. speak few words in wisdom , nod his head in silence  afterward..

just remember pink floyed -time- “So you run and you run to catch up with the sun but it’s sinking”

Why am writing this, don’t have any idea, maybe a cry for help, or maybe it’s just to much to maintain anymore…

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