I dont think that “We keep playing depressing songs” , is what gives us the depressing it self, i think that when we feel sad , we try to look for solace in these song..
but when u feel “UnHappy” ur unhappy, its not the song , its not the ppl, even Food doesnt make […]

lately i have been to many people who are feeling down (including myself). The problem there is no real reason to be feeling like that. The real motive is our music choice. We keep playing depressing songs till it get us. Snap out of it. there are many depressing songs that can control you. “Adam’s […]

Suicide is painless,
It brings on many changes,
And I can take or leave it if I please

With the huge feeling of defeatism am having these days this song became my partner for some time now .. great song ,
You can read the full lyrics here - really beautiful - http://www.cfhf.net/lyrics/mash.htm
and for the song […]

This is from a poem by “ibrahim Al wafi”
you can read it full here
http://www.adab.com/modules.php?name=Sh3er&doWhat=shqas&qid=7022
bs this part.. is inside my head over and over
dunno why? !

لو كنتِ كالأخرياتِ وكنتُ من الآخرينْ لما امتزج الشعر بالياسمينْ ….!  لما فرقَّتنا المواقف مابين حزنكِ مني.. ومابين أني حزينْ

Its disappearance of any trace of will or desire. Disappearance of all affects, no emotions at all. My body is virtually paralyzed. I am a shuffling zombie at best. I do not eat or sleep. I am beyond being suicidal, I no longer care .I am an invisible corpse, dead but […]

October 17th, 2006
 
6amimi.. It’s been some long time since I last saw this human. Maybe it was 4 months ago at my place. I still got pictures of that day (night). 6amimi, 7neity, Sa3ed and myself sleeping at the sophas with Sa3ed over energized and taking pics of us in the weirdest of positions. I was disappointed he couldn’t make […]

I am in ECE332 class “intorduction to microproccessor” it is a revision class, so i like to do something useful during it. this a test post. i want to take this chance to advertise for the lovely tv show “lost” it is pretty nice. yesterday i just finished the first season.
yesterday my suitemate challenged me […]

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