While going in a logical path, this thread is a total bullshit. If you were next to me when I read this you would’ve gotten your nick chopped off. Seriously, this is how I understood your points:

-point number 4:”Do not do something you do not like. You always have the choice to leave…you are free.”
If that’s the case then I really would love to not “1) Sleep enough” and never “2) Be around people most of the time. Do not get used to isolation.” and also I don’t really like to “3) keep a smile on your face” and neither “5) Show your appreciation”.

I don’t want to sleep enough because there’s much to do when you’re awake then when you’re asleep. I don’t like to be around people because people are either boring, stupid or annoying. I always liked the feeling of thinking that others are inferior to me (not that I feel this way but the feeling is buffing). I do try to keep a smile on my face but lately I began to feel that I’m forcing it out and it’s becoming a tiresom thing to do. “Do not do something you do not like” excuse me!! How old are you again? If you think that you can get away with not doing things you don’t like in your life then I feel sorry for myself that I commented on your post. I’m gonna skip point 5 because it has nothing to do with me. point 6: I’ve never tried to.. Actually this point sounds very logical to me. as for “Hatred is not a bad thing”… to that I say “Hatred is a good thing” but so far in my life I grew to feel that nothing and no one deserves that I bestow my hatred upon it/him/her. I just get disturbed and then start to feel pitty for them.

You’re getting spanked hard next time I see you. I cannot stay around people..hmm… Ever thought that they cannot stay around me? I’ll still love you but you talk of nonsense. I just can’t stop thinking about this thingy Yuri once told me..too bad I can’t say it here

I’m talking two steps away and looking at the whole thing again.. hmm,hmm,hmm, hmm *takes one more step away* hmm,hmm,hmm.
Humming can be funny..seriously funny. The main thingy around here is are we being serious about this? “It is easy to stay around people” No shit, you’re serious? I thought it was hard. Actually I was getting courses to help me with the issue and I’m even getting a (how to stay around people 102) course next semester.

I know I’m feeling a little bit off (oO). The thing that Yuri told me is not wrong..it’s just offending to you and to many people even to me, but I could suck it. You know what’s really funny about it? It’s the fact that you could see it’s totally wrong but you still can’t say a thing about it. No it’s not wrong, it just supposes that perfection cannot be accomplished by fucktards. Getting off track here but the main idea is, you sometimes can be at a place where even the wisest of words do not bestow you with credibilty when talking about stuff.

“Try real depressing and you will see how life sucks” Says Mr. who? I just hate talking about it. I’ve seriously been there. I even got dates for that. hours I spent calculating how much times I can twist my two fingers over each other, when I was bored to death but still refused to answer any calls, times when I made my own collection of human leather using a small knife, and times when I wanted to cry but couldn’t even though I was trying to force it out..That gives you a scary feeling. To be “unable” is an idea that’s so scary but I lived with it 20 years so far. It’s just life, seen days when I couldn’t stop laughing and days when I go home knowing I’m tightly locking the door and mourning my life.

Two last things, you see how I wanted to take 2 steps back before talking about it? The same thing we used to do when solving maths stuff at the blackboard. If you do that you get a better view. If you take 40 steps away you are just way too far to see what’s happening and should be wise enough to close your mouth shut and not throw random numbers around.
The last one thing, I’m happy I didn’t make it too personal, was hard enough

Why is it always about people? Oo
I can assure you by divine providence that it’s not about freaking people.
Being honest.. I did laugh alot at reading this.
I’m not answering because I couldn’t find anything to reply to. I remember in some movie/cartoon/story/w.e where there is a part when one of the characters starts talking what 7neity would call (eshi 7elo) which is nice strong words but when added together can only transfer the idea of (bullshit) to the reader/listener. The reply I remember was “You have lost your mind, (whoever). You speak in riddles”.

I’m not gonna talk about me no more.. seen enough to make up a pattern to scale my stuff unto. I reckon the wisest thing for me to do is to just shut it.

As for Silawi’s thingy.. (btw I had a dream where his name is written as Selawy, strange dream indeed). I have grown to feel that there are stuff others share with you as a privilege that they bestow upon you. It’s so against my personality to think high of what other peeps do but it just happened and I can remember many setting where me and someone else get through something (sometimes so silly) but I fail but to sanctify them. bla bla, I’m just not gonna tell you