hehe man there is no reason at all to worry about the future, u have no power what so ever over time and the events yet to come, so why worry about it ?
i never worry about anything, some ppl take this as a sign of ” hamaleh ” and if it is then im happy with it; coz im relaxed all the time - except while playing with haitham - and just go with the flow.
and i’ll quote the IT : ” they flow, they all flow!”

Malik I expected this reply!

Xzeer yea I just discovered this soon! Sad I did not know this before! but still I have time 2nsha2 Allah to compensate!

actually am glad I knew this now! it would be bad to know it when I have a heart attack!

spelling ? aw agolak words? severO sheklak bardan

That’s pretty deep. If I could get to the place you are at now I’d live a happy life, or would I?

Strange enough, This very day I was reading a poem posted on some wall mag in the hospital about this. I will ensha2allah memorize it tomorrow and get it to you. But I will try to tell you how I like to understand it.
All of us here are gamers, good gamers too. In a game like RA2 when you deploy your first attack or lay out the first defense line you actually have a vision in mind. The idea that displays all your enemy attacks failing because of the position of that tesla coil, the scattered mirage tanks going unnoticed..blablabla. But still you have a good 4-5 steps ahead of time in all directions (by all directions I mean other scenarios). You have a good idea about what’s to be done if something fails etc. Life can seriously be as simple as that. You can always run away with that 1 conscript and find a new MCV to start all over again. We lack perseverance but it’s my sadness that actually keep me going. Sadness means that you still care (which can be good or bad). It doesn’t matter whether you fail or succeed as long as you’re working some alternative inside that little plastic ball that you like to call “my brain”.
Thinking this way, I don’t want you to be happy like that.

thanx for what u said man! but actually what I was worried about is something I can not ctrl! actually my future plans has little to do with it! I will speak of it! I told it to many before! it is something I hate about me! which is looking younger than my real age!

I just feel this will make me some problems when I start my coming life! that is all!

and yea I still have the alternativies in my mind for many things! it is not that I just stopped completely thinking about future! but if 100% of my time is consumed by future! then one day I will wake up to find that I lost he past and the present trying to reach a future that only exist in my mind!

What’s RL? Btw am sending from a mobile =) so the site z good thought I think little optimization for the mobile web would be fine! =) peace out!

I’m always too late. You need to give me motivation to start checking the mafia more often.

Elixir, your strategy sucks man. NOD were my favorite and they are truly imbalanced in that game but I remember back then it was me playing the NOD cd and Nader playing the GDI cd and god damn when you put such a game in the hands of nader he’ll exploit every fucking thing to the max. Remember when they tell you “La youjad kabeer fee korat al qadam”. The same thing applies to strategy games

The same bullshit as in “3asfoor fel yad, en lam taq6a3ho qa6a3ak”